Monday, April 17, 2006

Look Beyond (By Mousey)

you see my limitations
and cant look beyond them
you see what i can no longer do
not what i have learnt from this
you see my illness
not the person inside
you tell me you love me
but love is an action not a statement
you tell me your'e my friend
but you dont show me
my illness scares you
you let that fear distance us
you forget that I am not my illness
i am still me
tell me.............
who has the limitation?

A Mouse and a Troll (By Mousey)

Im not sure if it applies to all Mice and Trolls
but this Mouse and Troll are very special friends
so special that the word doesnt even describe it properly
Mice and Trolls are very like peapod friends
but a bit different

Mice feel safe with Trolls
cos Trolls are honest
they tell it like it is
and sometimes they say shit you dont want to listen to
but you know that whatever they say
they mean it 100%
they listen and make sure they understand what you are trying to say
but they dont agree with me very much ha
They are full of love and hugs
and i know that whatever he says
he says it cos he loves me

He tries to help me understand things better
and helps me think about things in a different way
cos mousey thinking sometimes is a bit muddled
and doesnt always follow Ralphs way
He has helped me learn to listen
cos Mousey ears dont always work that well
he has helped me to learn to trust
and learn to love and be loved

Remember Always Love Provides Happiness
that is Ralph
and The Troll is one of the people who puts the L in Ralph
and has shown me how to share the L in Ralph with others
The Troll brought me Ralph and shared him with me in a way I could see
But Ralph was really with me before only I couldnt see him
So he sent me The Troll to explain and be my friend
and he sent my new family so I could learn to love
The Troll and Ralph will always be with me

Peapod friends (By Mousey)

Everyone should have a peapod friend
At least one in their life
"Whats a peapod friend?" You ask
It's a friend who loves you as you are
who listens to you even when you are talking shit
But when you talk shit they tell you
In a nice way, in a gentle 'kick your bum ' way
They are a friend that you can sit quietly with
You dont always have to say words to each other
Because they like to just be with you
And most times they kind of know how you are feeling
So you dont have to tell them
When you are feeling sad they will let you be sad
But when its the rightt time they will nudge you out of it
And tell you what you need to hear
Not just what you want to hear
When you are happy they will have fun with you
And you can get up to some mousechief together
When you are poorly they know what it feels like as well
So you don't have to worry about explaining
They just understand and you understand how they feel too
Peapod friends are very special and rare
I'm lucky to have Emma as my peapod pal