Look Beyond (By Mousey)

you see my limitations
and cant look beyond them
you see what i can no longer do
not what i have learnt from this
you see my illness
not the person inside
you tell me you love me
but love is an action not a statement
you tell me your'e my friend
but you dont show me
my illness scares you
you let that fear distance us
you forget that I am not my illness
i am still me
tell me.............
who has the limitation?

A Mouse and a Troll (By Mousey)

Im not sure if it applies to all Mice and Trolls
but this Mouse and Troll are very special friends
so special that the word doesnt even describe it properly
Mice and Trolls are very like peapod friends
but a bit different

Mice feel safe with Trolls
cos Trolls are honest
they tell it like it is
and sometimes they say shit you dont want to listen to
but you know that whatever they say
they mean it 100%
they listen and make sure they understand what you are trying to say
but they dont agree with me very much ha
They are full of love and hugs
and i know that whatever he says
he says it cos he loves me

He tries to help me understand things better
and helps me think about things in a different way
cos mousey thinking sometimes is a bit muddled
and doesnt always follow Ralphs way
He has helped me learn to listen
cos Mousey ears dont always work that well
he has helped me to learn to trust
and learn to love and be loved

Remember Always Love Provides Happiness
that is Ralph
and The Troll is one of the people who puts the L in Ralph
and has shown me how to share the L in Ralph with others
The Troll brought me Ralph and shared him with me in a way I could see
But Ralph was really with me before only I couldnt see him
So he sent me The Troll to explain and be my friend
and he sent my new family so I could learn to love
The Troll and Ralph will always be with me

Peapod friends (By Mousey)

Everyone should have a peapod friend
At least one in their life
"Whats a peapod friend?" You ask
It's a friend who loves you as you are
who listens to you even when you are talking shit
But when you talk shit they tell you
In a nice way, in a gentle 'kick your bum ' way
They are a friend that you can sit quietly with
You dont always have to say words to each other
Because they like to just be with you
And most times they kind of know how you are feeling
So you dont have to tell them
When you are feeling sad they will let you be sad
But when its the rightt time they will nudge you out of it
And tell you what you need to hear
Not just what you want to hear
When you are happy they will have fun with you
And you can get up to some mousechief together
When you are poorly they know what it feels like as well
So you don't have to worry about explaining
They just understand and you understand how they feel too
Peapod friends are very special and rare
I'm lucky to have Emma as my peapod pal

Two Little Peapods (By Pickle)

Two little peapods sittin in a tree
One named Emma and the other Mouseyy!
CLIMB said Emma in our special Willow tall!
Eeek, said Mousey, be careful we don't fall!
FLY said Emma so we can touch a star!
Ha! said Mousey, but it seems so very far!
WISH said Emma that peapods never end!
Ha! said Mousey,you'll always be my friend!
DREAM said Emma in our Willow tree so bright!
Ha! said Mousey, Emma's always right!!
BELIEVE said Emma as they climbed higher still!
Ha! said Mousey, of course I always will !
JUMP said Emma, let's watch the Orca's swim!
Ha! said Mousey, I'd LOVE to watch again!
WAIT said Emma, till I climb down from our tree
Ha! said Mousey, I won't leave you, wait'n see!
RUN said Emma, till we see the Oceans Blue!
Ha! said Mousey, oh Emma I love you!!
LAUGH said Emma so our hearts are full of love!
Ha! said Mousey,you're my peapod star above!!
DANCE said Emma to each special thing we share!
Ha! said Mousey,can't you see me dancing there!
SING said Emma, sing loud so all can hear!
Ha! said Mousey, I'll SING and DRAW you NEAR!!
Two little peapods, sittin in a tree
One named Emma and the other Mouseyyy!!!!

ORCA TAIL ~~(__*> Ocean's Remarkable Children Appear (By Pickle)

There lived an ORCA mom and dad
Who amused their time at sea!
They'd jump about soft oceans blue
With BABY, made it three!!
Such merry times to dive and jump
To watch their baby grow...
Refreshing LOVE this family has
That only ORCA'S know!
One day the baby orca
Looked up upon the shore!
And there was mousey shouting:
"Ha! Three ORCA'S, I WANT FOUR!"
So baby orca heard her voice
And spoke to orca dad:
"Please dad and mom an ORCA FOUR?!"
"So mousey won't be sad!!"
Orca dad and mom did SMILE...
"Of course there's room for more!"
Next spring when mousey came again
She saw, not three, but FOUR!
This tender ORCA family
Did swim in oceans blue...
To where ms. mousey waited
Spouting "MOUSEY WE LOVE YOU!"

Emma Star ( By Pickle)

Every day and every night
My starlight heart does see
My dearest friend in all the world!
Almost reaching ME.....
So do not cry my LOVE IS NEAR
Trust dreams we both WILL SHARE!
And glance around, you'll see MY GLOW!
Remember that I'M THERE!!

From Me to You (By Mousey)

know I’m not always easy to be with
But however I am
And whatever I say
And however I act
I do love you
I know I don’t tell you that
And maybe I should
But I find it kinda hard
It’s all new to me
And even though I love you
I get scared that I will lose you
And cos of that
I hang back
But I have never felt how I feel here
With you and Lucy
‘Home’ has never felt like this
‘Family’ has never felt like this
Safe, warm and loving
I guess I didn’t really have a home or a family
Before I came here
Only one thing could have been better
I wish I’d always been here

Restless (By Mousey)

The restlessness inside of me
Feels like the tide is going out and is trying to pull me with it
It feels like pebbles being pulled across the ocean floor
It feels reassuring
But stirs a deep restlessness within me
Like something is calling me home

My HP and I ( By Mousey)

I found my Higher Power
He wasn't so far away after all
Close enough to watch me
and be there when I fall
He knew I couldn't hear him
He knew I couldnt see
so he showed himself to me
in a way that I could perceive
Now I see him everywhere
I can feel him close by
he makes me feel safer
cos he's with me all the time
I see him with the whales
I hear him in their calls
Hes with my friends and family
And tells me Im safe within these walls
He calms the storm inside of me
And smooths my ruffled feathers
When I listen and put my trust in him
Like a drop of water
hitting the surface of a pool
The ripple spreading out
The peace engulfs me
And I feel calm and still

Orca Time (By Mousey)

I only want to feel peaceful
to feel like I am still inside
Instead of all this pain and hurt
Some days my mind is sharp
But other days it seems to be fading
Like my body is
Death does not scare me like it scares you
I would like nothing better
Than to stay here with you
But I do not want to stay broken
and trapped within a failing body
It's time for my spirit to be free
To swim with the orcas and travel with the tides
I will always be with you
Just not how I am now
But I will be within your heart
and never will I be far away
Just look at the ocean and listen to the waves
That's where I will be
With the Orcas
Surfing the waves
You have given me so much
I have known what it feels like to be loved
And I have been able to show my love in return
That is more than many people ever have
So don't be sad that my time here is short.

A Poem for Orca Live (By Mousey)

All summer long I have sat and watched
Waiting to hear the now familiar calls
Or see those dorsal fins slicing through the water
Every single minute of waiting has been a minute well spent
The Orcas touch something deep within me
Their calls make me tingle inside like no other sound
They make me feel whole
Peaceful and serene
At one with the important things in the world
They calm the storm inside of me
And smooth my ruffled feathers
When I feel scared of what is in front of me
I imagine Blackney and Pointer swimming at my side
Guiding me through the rough weather
Staying with me until the waters calm
Like a drop of water hitting the surface of a pool
The ripple spreading out
The peace engulfs me
And I feel calm and still
With Blackney and Pointer at my side in spirit
I can get through anything